OH DEAR...

SIANZ LAR! Today got double-depression syndrome. First Chemistry Test and I more or less flunged! Only answered one complete question which scores me 1 mark. The remainings were like half-filled or not attempted at all! That gives roughly 5/26. SO TERRIBLE!!! Moreover, I was like out of my mind, probably too tired because I couldn't have enough sleep these 2 nights. So it was like when I got stuck, I am stunned and couldn't continue.

SIANZ LAR! Second depression was from HCI. The speaker said that "based on the current numbers (probably enrolment numbers), only a few of 7-pointers can stay in HCI". It was SOOOOO VERY DEPRESSING! First chemistry, now this. ARGH!!! It is like so difficult for me to hold on to my seat. Though mentally prepared to be shifted to VJC, I just can't bare to leave so many friends here in HCI. My hopes would be dashed if this happened.

SIANZ LAR! OG is kind of stoning and dao-ing these days. Blog inactive these 2 days, number of people gathering reduced, number of gatherings reduce, some people(including me) are complaining. If this goes on... I shall be nasty!

Anyway, going for my first CIP at MacRitche tomorrow. Meeting up with Secondary School mates and teachers! Back to where I came from I just wish my bad memories can be cleared tomorrow, with the help of long tail macaques, the rubber trees, the tembusu......